I made it! I am 42 years old! A couple of months ago, I really had some days where I was in such pain and sadness that I didn't think my body would make it to 42. I think the doctors are also amazed. But I did. And as I look back over the past crappy year, I realize that it hasn't been as bad as you would think. Being diagnosed with Stage IV cancer is horrible. But it has brought me such peace in my life. I can't think of a single thing I need (except another new coat) and I can't think of a single thing I want ( except for the cowboys to win another game). But seriously, cancer has made me realize that I am the luckiest person in the world. I have the best family and friends a girl could ask for, it has brought me closer to God and my spiritual side, and it has given me the knowledge of knowing what is important in this short life we are given. Thank you for helping me get through this year and hopefully many more days to come.
Medical & Work Update - My tumor markers are continuing their decline! So I am continuing this chemo every Thursday for 3 weeks and the 4th Thursday off. I have not had any pain in the past month and actually feel pretty normal for the first time in a long time. I get tired but not too tired to enjoy my life. I probably do more than some of you! The big news is that I went back to work this past Monday. I am working three days a week, less hours, and have Thursday and Fridays off for treatment and to rest. It was hard to get back in the working world. The first day, I came home, Harvey and I went straight to bed @ 5:00. But it feels really good to get your mind working and to be around people again when the focus is not on cancer. I can find myself going through a couple of hours without thinking about it. So I'm lucky I have a company that has programs for people who have illnesses like me.
Thank you for all your birthday wishes! I look forward to what the next year has to offer and to turn 43! Embrace your age! Ladies - don't lie about it. Every year you are given is a blessing!
Love, Jennifer
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